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(no subject) [May. 28th, 2005|07:54 am]
Ellie Nash
I think I need to get a lesson on how to update. I'm very bad at that.

But I haven't done anything, haven't talked to Sean I feel like he doesn't like me anymore, or that he's cheating on me or something, haven't talked to anyonw for that matter. I need to go do something with my life instead of just sitting around and doing nothing. So if anyone wants to hang out with a loser like me, then IM me or call me or something.
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(no subject) [May. 18th, 2005|05:45 am]
Ellie Nash
[Current Mood |crappycrappy]

Wow, my life is so fun![/sarcasm]
I haven't been doing much of anything.....again! Me and Sean were supposed to hang out at the Dot yesterday, but I couldn't go because my mom was bitching at me to make her some food when she can make it her own self talking to me about things.
I can't believe it, thanks to her I've cut all week, but it feels so good. I know I need to stop, but I just can't, it's really hard for me.
So today Sean I think that you should come over after school.
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(no subject) [May. 16th, 2005|05:34 am]
Ellie Nash
[Current Mood |crappycrappy]

Well I suck at updating. I bet you guys are all just oh so intrested on whats going on in my life....well absolutly nothing actually. except the fact that not only has my mom called me a disgrace and pretty much told me that I shouldn't be alive, but she's started hitting me now. I can't take it anymore I have to leave. But I have decided that I need to get away from my house, so if anyone wants a roomate, call me or something.
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(no subject) [May. 12th, 2005|06:49 am]
Ellie Nash
[Current Mood |calmcalm]

Went to a party last night, couldn't stay long though. My mom decided to fulfill the roll of it, and made me come home. where she pretty much yelled at me because I came home 'drunk'. What the hell, okay I only had a few drinks, but I guess thats drunk for her, and she got mad at me. When she comes home drunk every single day! I almost got in trouble, for who knows what but I don't really think she remembers. I actually saw my boyfriend, but we really didn't talk because as soon as I saw him, I had to pretty much go, whatever.

Well I guess my mom wants the computer? Or she wants me to go to my room so her and her new playtoy and do it. Thats just sick and wrong. She really pisses me off.
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(no subject) [May. 9th, 2005|06:26 pm]
Ellie Nash
[Current Mood |crappycrappy]
[Current Music |MCR-I'm not okay]

Haven't updated this thing for like 3 days.....? Eh, doesn't matter not like anyone really reads this thing. But other then that I haven't done anything. Hung out with Sean a few times. Watched some movies. Talked, that's pretty much it.
My mom has been home latley bringing random guys home. I can't believe my mom has turned into such a whore, she has a husband who's fighting to save our country. Ugh it's rather nice. even though I'm lying my ass off. Well mother wants me probably to tell me that I'm a disgrace to the family, and that I deserve no one. I'm out.
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(no subject) [May. 6th, 2005|10:19 pm]
Ellie Nash
[Current Mood |okayokay]

Why does my own boyfrined have to go MIA on me? it's bad enough my own mother does that, but I mean it's my boyfriend. So I'm going to a party with Jay tonight. Where I can drink away all my problems instead of cutting, I mean it's better right? I seriously need to get out more though, I'm getting tired of seeing the same four walls. It's getting boring.
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(no subject) [May. 5th, 2005|06:29 pm]
Ellie Nash
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me.Collapse )
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(no subject) [May. 2nd, 2005|07:57 pm]
Ellie Nash
I went to the Dot yesturday and had lunch with Alex, it was nice, we made fun of the lady with a rats nest on her head. I mean seriously how can someone have hair that big? It's crazy. Then Ashley came, it was nice hanging out and talking to her again, I haven't done that in forever. rick called me fake. what the hell? i am the farthest thing from fake. i don't get it So I need to see my boyfriend. I haven't seen him in a long time.
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(no subject) [May. 1st, 2005|01:58 pm]
Ellie Nash
[Current Mood |boredbored]
[Current Music |incomplete-bsb]

I want to do something. There is nothing to do. Sean's sick, can't do anything with him. Rick wants to hang out. I told him sure, but Sean told me to stay away from him, I've heard so much stuff about him. I think I'm going to listen to my boyfriend and stay away. I think he likes me, gross. I seriously need a party. Either tomorrow or soon. Yeah, that would do it. Everyone's invited...
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(no subject) [Apr. 29th, 2005|05:39 am]
Ellie Nash
[Current Mood |okayokay]

I hung out with Craig the other day. We went to the beah and talked, it was really nice. Turns out he likes me, and I kinda like him back, but I love Sean and nothing will come between us. So yeah I am deffintly having a party at the house this weekend. It would be fun? Eh, it should be. And then I can finally hang out with Ashley, who I haven't hung out with in 48874552416 years it feels like.
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